4 days left...
and another blank page facing me. Since I’m avoiding the one subject that I know I’ll have to face there’s not really a lot to say. I’ve dodged talking about my mother because it infuriates me so much. I’ll dodge it today too and change the subject right now.
Chrissy had a good checkup today. She’s at 34 weeks now and looking sexier than ever. I know she doesn’t feel that way most days (probably no days... lol) but she is! If she were single and I was 20 years younger... lol...
Tomorrow is her baby shower. Hopefully it’ll go great and she’ll get some neat stuff. I’m not sure about the combo birthday thing that we talked about. Not really in the birthday party mood lately.
I did set up two new blogs yesterday. One will be for daily rantings on whatever comes out of the keyboard and the other for a story that’s been floating in my mind for years. It’s been on paper in different forms for about 10 years. It’ll see the light of day for the public for the first time there. I’ll publish the addresses here on the 22nd.
and another blank page facing me. Since I’m avoiding the one subject that I know I’ll have to face there’s not really a lot to say. I’ve dodged talking about my mother because it infuriates me so much. I’ll dodge it today too and change the subject right now.
Chrissy had a good checkup today. She’s at 34 weeks now and looking sexier than ever. I know she doesn’t feel that way most days (probably no days... lol) but she is! If she were single and I was 20 years younger... lol...
Tomorrow is her baby shower. Hopefully it’ll go great and she’ll get some neat stuff. I’m not sure about the combo birthday thing that we talked about. Not really in the birthday party mood lately.
I did set up two new blogs yesterday. One will be for daily rantings on whatever comes out of the keyboard and the other for a story that’s been floating in my mind for years. It’s been on paper in different forms for about 10 years. It’ll see the light of day for the public for the first time there. I’ll publish the addresses here on the 22nd.
posted by OpinionatedSOBinTN at 5:40 PM
2 Comments:
Thank you Ron for the complement. You are correct, most days I don't feel sexy, especially here lately cause of the lack of sleep for I cannot get comfortable or this runt making me feel nausuated most of the time. I used to want a little girl but knowing how my attitude has been like lately scares the hell out of me like is she going to be like I was as a teenager. That and I wanted to try to break the curse of bitches in the family. It doesn't help that my mom said that my pregnancy with this girl reminds her of when she was pregnant with me. According to her I was great as an infant and toddler, it's just up until I had reached around 10 years old is when I became that smart mouthed, thought that I knew it all rotten brat, better yet bitch describes the way I was a lot better and it did get me in trouble and sent off for a whole summer. I hope Ron that you are wrong along with some of us others that say she is going to be just me cause God help her to be a little smarter than I and not so irresponsible. And if she ever gets a job at Wal-mart not to be doing pages over the p.a. that will get her wrote up for being sarcastic and discriminating.
You know I mean every word of it. I am thankful to be able to call you a friend and hope to be able to for a very long time.
I am one of those that have always thought that behavior is a learned process. I don't think it's hereditary in any shape form or fashion. Raising this beautiful little girl is not always going to be easy but it won't be because she's acting like you may have. She has no idea of anything that you don't let in her head in the early years. That is when the behavior pattern is set.
You know your friends are here for you while you're alone in this and we'll do anything we can to help. Don't ever think you're totally alone cause you're not. Hell, this crotchety old s.o.b. will be proud to babysit for ya sometimes. See, you're softening me up already!
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